B”SD
PARASHA BALAK
This past week’s Parasha gives a tremendous indication of
the power of speech and how we need to guard our tongues for good. In it we see
the unbelievable kindness G-d had bestowed on us. G-d turns away from seeing our
flaws, bestowing on a nation, as a whole unit - abundant kindness. This kindness is perpetual and we often do not even know about it. Had Moshe not written about the attempts of Balak
and Bilam to curse our nation in the Torah, the Jewish people would have been
none the wiser for it.
Recently a Chosen (Groom) got married at a wedding I attended, at the function he got up and said something exceptional, many special people get up on the day they get married and thank Hashem for his kindness and blessing, which they so rightfully feel on the day, this Chosen took one step back and thanked Hashem for all the kindnesses he has bestowed on him that he knew about and for all the kindnesses he did not know about too – wow this is a level. Clearly he got one of the messages from the Parashah of Balak.
Recently a Chosen (Groom) got married at a wedding I attended, at the function he got up and said something exceptional, many special people get up on the day they get married and thank Hashem for his kindness and blessing, which they so rightfully feel on the day, this Chosen took one step back and thanked Hashem for all the kindnesses he has bestowed on him that he knew about and for all the kindnesses he did not know about too – wow this is a level. Clearly he got one of the messages from the Parashah of Balak.
Yesterday morning I was at another wedding, when giving
the bride and groom the blessings, one of prayers we say is the Chosen (groom)
should be “Eem” (with) Ha
Kalah (the bride). What is so important is
the meaning of the words “Eem”! Rabbi
Aurbach explained it means a blessing that the couple be as one, i.e. the marriage
should be full of closeness, care and shared values and goals. We will see a
reason for this as my introduction a little later.
The Parasha starts with Balak being fearful of the
Nation of Israel; he enlists the help of a spiritualist Bilam. The nation of Israel had no intention
and in fact had been instructed not to fight with Moav, despite this, Balak’s unfounded
paranoia results in him desiring the curses of the infamous prophet Bilam
against Israel. The Tanchuma says notice
the ways of the wicked, when holy people are fearful and scared they request
prayers and blessings for protection from great Sages Tzaddikim (righteous
people), and they fortify themselves but what does Balak do, he has an evil eye,
he before examining our intentions, (Rashi brings about the
similar terminology used by both Balak and Pharoh), he is presumptuous (a trait of the wicked) and he
seeks out a means to ensure that his perceived enemies should be cursed. At least he acknowledges the power of words!
This is why in our 18 blessing prayer the Amidah that we say three times a day
we request the Hashem guard our tongue from evil and that he annul any plans our
enemies have against us – it should be so!
Balak ch22 v 6 “and now, please come and curse this nation
for me, for it is too mighty for me, perhaps it will enable us to strike at
him, and banish them from the land…”
Rashi points out Balak wanted us out of the Land, that
was bad but Bilam wanted to banish us from the world. He also says
Bilam tried to use Yaakov’s blessing of the power of the voice, prayer against him. So in return the Angel of Hashem uses the
power of Eisav against him and that is why on his journey the angel carries a
sword!
After listening to a Shiur by Rabbi Aurbach I realised this
Parsha actually has within it a very scary message for all of us, at least that
is how I feel about it, I ask myself what if I am being so self-righteous when I
feel loved, how do I know all these wonderful feelings I feel at times, mean
that I am acting appropriately with Hashem, we know Hashem is a G-d of love and
mercy and he cares for all man kind – but are we reciprocating this kindness
appropriately?! Let me explain how Bilam got it wrong: to get this message we need a simple knowledge of Hebrew terminology, it is essential.
G-d is One, there is no other as is stated at the giving of the 10 Commandments:
I am the L-rd your G-d, have no other gods Before
me, with this in mind we do however see scripture describes the One and only
almighty G-d with different names based on the attributes he displays at those
moments. Elokim is used when we talk about the Master Creator and Judge. The name YKVK describes G-d as the loving and
merciful Father. So here is a quick crash course in understanding that each
letter of Torah in Hebrew is significant for example certain verbs like Vayikar
(happened on – Rashi indicates the root is keri sourced in impurity) is used to
show an unloving appearance or approach.
In the Parasha Vayikra we described the approach or call to Moshe in a
soft loving and caring way by adding an Aleph on the end, to get the word Vayikra.
With this in mind I will highlight what Rabbi Aurbach told us this
Shabbat about Bilam.
In ch 22 v 8 Bilam says “ Spend the night here and then
I will give you an answer according to what YkvK tells me” this is frightening, Bilam assumes because he
feels spiritual and is privileged to talk with Hashem, that Hashem loves him he
thus states I will see what YKVK (G-d of mercy) tells me.
Now we go to the next verse V9 bang the truth comes out
it says and “G-d – Elokim (the G-d of Judgement ) appeared to Bilam” you see what scares me here is we have an
individual given the gift of communication and power to communicate albeit only
at night with the Almighty, this gave him the capability of reaching very
high spiritual levels, in fact he may even have been greater than Moshe, had he
realised his potential, but he did not. – (heard from Rabbi Tabback). We need to
learn a lesson from this and how he messed it up, summed up Bilam is about his
own glory, greed and using his powers for wrong
- to curse with an evil eye - this individual uses his potential in a
totally misguided selfish way, all the time he thinks because he can communicate
with G-d, this means automatic closeness, but when we read the text carefully we
see most of the time when G-d did approach him it was not an approach in love
at all, but in Judgement. We see most of
the Parsha that the will of Bilam is not really in line with that of G-d at
all, he does not disobey but at the same time he wishes to curse, but G-d does
not wish him to do so, his mind and will is out of alignment with G-d’s will. He demonstrates he will listen to G-d,
but he is not with G-d in motive or thought – this causes distancing from the
creator. The lesson I think is no
matter how spiritually close we feel, to endear ourselves to G-d we need to
make sure our will is in alignment to his will, we do this through listening
closely to what he says in his holy Torah and performing his will in accordance
to the words of those scholars who have spent their lives toiling in Torah to
seek out the meanings and desire of our creator, in doing so we hope our
actions will always be done with love and togetherness of our own and G-d’s will.
In Ch22 verse 12 again G-d (Elokim) talks to Bilam “Do
not go with them! You shall not curse this people for they are blessed.” The
statement is clearly and firmly stated.
Note in Ch22 verse 13, Bilam does not tell the
dignitaries G-d has not allowed him to curse the Jewish people, which would
have put an end to their attempts to hire him, but rather he states “But YKVK
(the G-d of Mercy) refuses me to go with you.” Rashi indicates he says you,
giving an impression he will not go with them but implies he will only go
with others greater than those dignitaries – seeking more honour. He was again being visited in judgement not with
the attribute of kindness he assumed and told the dignitaries about.
How do we know Bilam is interested in Glory by the way
he speaks to G-d emphasizing Balak the King
of Moav desires his service. He
indicates he is greedy when he later says to Balak in V 18 and then later again
“Even if you give me silver and gold enough to fill this house, I cannot
transgress the word of Ykvk” again when he is speaking he always speaks that
his and G-d’s relationship is one of closeness.
G-d has told him he should not go, yet he waits, and when the greater dignitaries arrive he again despite
the clear message he got as per V 12, that the Israelite nation should not be
cursed, he again asks these greater dignitaries to stay the night so he can
prophesize further . He let his own self-interests
prevent him hearing G-d’s true desire.
V21 Bilam arose in the morning saddled his donkey, and
went with (EEm in Hebrew) the
Moavite dignitaries.
Wow the same Hebrew word used in the Blessing to the
Groom and Bride discussed in the introduction – Bilam went with then not to
accompany them, but rather his intentions were in line with the dignitaries, he went
with them with closeness, with the same intentions, he wanted to still curse
the Jewish nation, his will ignored the words of Elokim. His sense of self- importance pushed him
further from G-d. G-d is a merciful G-d
so he sends an angel of Ykvk to direct him back onto the path of recognising
his true will. When bad things happen
(G-d forbid there should be a need), we never know why but we must always see it as
those obstacles and painful or frustrating experiences are Hashem reminding us
to look deep and turn back on course in finding Hashem’s true will.
In Ch 23 V 3 Bilam still talks to Balak indicating to
him that G-d (of mercy) YKVK would perhaps appear to him.
In Ch 23 V 4 we see that that G-d in Judgement again appears but not in the
manner he expects - of YKVK, but as Elokim. Here the Hebrew word used is Vayikar, it
means chanced upon him, i.e. in an unloving cold way as opposed to the approach
to Moshe in Vayikra meaning a soft loving call, a call of wanting to be
together.
The verse also says YKVK put a message in Bilam’s mouth,
and he goes on to turn all the ill-intentioned curses into the most beautiful
blessings and below some excerpts or messages for our people refer to Numbers
Ch23:
V9 “A people which shall dwell alone and not be reckoned
among the nations” – Why? Not because we are better, but because we need to
maintain a high standard of holiness and not mingle with those who will bring
us down. We are in fact instructed to
love all nations and those righteous gentiles are guaranteed a place in the
world to come. A fascinating insight we are taught you need not be Jewish to be
righteous, even if you are not a Jew you are not threatened with damnation.
V10 “May my soul die the death of the righteous and my
end be like his” We see from this first parable if we follow the will of G-d
our end will be bliss, this was a desire of Bilam on being shown the Jewish
nation at the end of days.
We now see after this first blessing, Hashem still
chances on Bilam (VAYIKAR) but now for the first time with the attribute of
YKVK, he has been used as an instrument expressing Hashem's will so now for the
first time G-d with the attribute of Mercy is attributed to this encounter, even though it is
still not a meeting of Vayikra a calling out of common love, it is an approach by our merciful father. In the parable
Bilam says
V19“G-d is not like man that he should act falsely nor
is he mortal that he should change his mind.”
Ch24 v 5 my favourite “How goodly are your tents, Yaakov
your dwelling places Yisroel. They say he saw the Jews tents were placed in a
way that was modest and respectful of each other’s privacy, that we were
steeped in Torah learning and even though as individuals we may have had shortfalls
the common respect for each other compensated for these shortcomings, we were
being judged as a unit a nation. That is
why it is so important we come together to pray, to ride on the dovetails of
the righteous!
And finally in Verse 17 Bilam gives off his last
prophesy to Balak, a promise that in the distant future the nation would be
redeemed “I see it but not now, I perceive it not in the near future; a star has
gone forth from Yaakov, a staff has arisen from Yisroel.
V19 a ruler shall come from Yaakov” A redeemer is
promised to us a man that will rule the world from oceans to ocean and over the Lands. Rabbi
Weinberg indicated he learnt from his Rebbe, the Lubavitcher Rebbe a reference
to oceans indicates he will rule over the hidden aspects of existence as well
as those that are revealed. (the oceans hide what is beneath them)
….Amalek was the first among the nations and his end
will be total destruction! Oh how we long
for this day, when knowledge of G-d will cover the world like waters cover the
oceans and when those people who bring evil and denial of G-d almighty into the world will be
destroyed, no more, murder, rape, theft or disease and death. What a world that would be, if only we do our
part to make it so.
Mandela was/is such a person, a righteous Gentile we should know that, he lies sick in ICU at the moment he suffered so much, he was imprisoned – but he came out with a message of peace and love, he was a Tikkun Olam, a fixer of the world –he I presume will have a blissful spot awaiting him, when the creator decides it is his time. He was one man, we all need to be as he is/was to bring the final redemption, we need to be a community of builders and fixers. We all need to love and care, and of course as holy people align our will to that of our G-d as agreed to in our covenant at Sinai, after all Bilam said who is G-d that he should change his mind, he never ever intended to abolish the Law, the Law is an instruction of G-d's will. In fact Torah means - Instruction!
Mandela was/is such a person, a righteous Gentile we should know that, he lies sick in ICU at the moment he suffered so much, he was imprisoned – but he came out with a message of peace and love, he was a Tikkun Olam, a fixer of the world –he I presume will have a blissful spot awaiting him, when the creator decides it is his time. He was one man, we all need to be as he is/was to bring the final redemption, we need to be a community of builders and fixers. We all need to love and care, and of course as holy people align our will to that of our G-d as agreed to in our covenant at Sinai, after all Bilam said who is G-d that he should change his mind, he never ever intended to abolish the Law, the Law is an instruction of G-d's will. In fact Torah means - Instruction!
May all these prophesies foretold by Bilam come swiftly in our time when
we can all see the death of Evil and a total recognition of G-d, may our wills
be aligned with his. May he correct our
faults and remove any false perceptions of spirituality and closeness, so we
can come to know the attribute of YKVK in its truest sense. May he always
continue to protect us his nation, even in hidden ways, and may we always
recognise his kindnesses those we see and those we do not.
We are coming up to the saddest time in the Jewish year,
the removal of G-d’s temple from the world, and in so doing the departure of
the revealed Shechina, his revealed light in the world. As we come into the month of Av,
we are taught this month is called Av which means father, it is a time to take
all our pain and suffering and utilise it to draw closer to our Father in Heaven,
and beg him to return and once again reveal his hidden light and presence to us
and all the nations of the world.
Have a good week, G-d Bless
Michael